There is a price for everything... Sometimes, I wonder if I made the right decision or was I too selfish wanting everything in my life to go the way I want it to go?!
Either way someone will always be disatisfied...so I chose to sacrifice my marriage for the moment, and it really breaks my heart and I feel like crying blood at this moment because I know I am selfish. I am becoming numb to the world, and to everything around me...I just want this freaking dream, which is a nightmare for me now, to be done. I am physically, emotionally, and psychologically beaten to the bottom... I want my normal life back so badly. I know it's just a matter of time..but I am becoming impatient and stress is eating me up so fast.
I impatiently waiting to see the light by the end of this ugly dark tunnel...
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ReplyDeleteWhat do you mean exactly by sacrifying your marriage?! From your posts, no matter how few they are around here; i can see that you are full of energy, intelligence and most importanly ambition! Do you mean that you are scarifying your personal life for a professional one, or you are just seeking freedom and being away from a couple life?
ReplyDeleteWould be interesting to hear your answer... Because this might bring a discussion and make you see things clearly ???